Have you ever wondered...why man have emotions? Emotions that are so strong that sometimes we can't keep control of them. What exactly goes through the mind?
Personal experience: When the emotion hits me, it depends on my mental "perimeter fence"(minus the Danger sign..). When it's on low power...well...be prepared to be a changed person. When it's on high, I can still sit back and breathe the emotion away.
Beware of certain emotions like anger, jealousy, hate, lust. Highly volatile and have the capability to slowly devour your mental barrier. These feelings work harder than a sperm trying to get to an egg. If you are not careful...imagine Resident Evil. These emotions do that to you.
So am i an emotional person? I dun think so...sentimental yes. And i hate the word emo. Too common, everybody's using it. Becomes cheesy. "I go one corner emo and draw circle". Imagine me saying that. Unimaginable.
Say you got hit by the emo bug, and you start acting weird, peculiar or just not yourself, what happens? You hurt the people around you. Especially when they truly care about you. When you weren't that sad in the first place. When you are just being unwittingly overwhelmed by your own emotions. I say it's time to slap yourself and wake up. Be contented and cherish what you have. Ideals? Sure...but don't overdo it. It only leads to self-centeredness. Which leads to regret. I believe life is short, don't make it shorter.
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Omg, L-chan and J-san going jamming later. Envy. It's been awhile since i touched my guitar. Fingering's rusty. Like chopsticks...that rust...hmm. Hotel California's like a distant memory. Well nevermind, guess it comes with age. Like ginger. More old more spicy ^^.
Wah even HJ also going bkk....it's going to be a whole bunch of WG pple there around the same time in July. Fierce. Territorial expansion. I like. SAWADIKA!!! I'll make sure there will be some new Thai members when we come back. Foreign talent mah....then got diversity and competition. Gahmen say one.
