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I didn't go work today....gave some reason and took leave...for some particular reason I was feeling down and out, and didn't sleep very well. wth...when i woke up my neck was stiff and i was like, damn...
Some things lost, some gained. It's been a while since I had these feelings. Made me wonder what's in store in life for me...geezz...what a pain in the ass. Guess it's all part and parcel and it helps to make a person grow up. Grow up? waatt? I'm all grown up alry for goodness sake. Emotion is probably a totally different discipline altogether.
Nonetheless I get to consume a fulfilling dinner with some of my fav pple. Thanks ahniu and lane for the recommendation. Indonesian grill @ PS. It was darn good...the sauce...wooo salivate....aiya shyt..keyboard kena...wait...where the fark is the tissue box when u need it??...
anyway...kelian de lane have to go back wrk after dat. 7th day straight. Look forward to ur off day bah. U go ger! Gambatte! speaking of which, she gg japan liao la...dun comprain!!
Countdown to bday...44 days. Actually i got some plans...i wanna go on the Spore Flyer...have a nice dinner...have a couple of drinks at some chillout place...hopefully there's someone to do all these with me. It will b a great day and great memories...dreaming...
LOL ahniu also planning to go BKK. Ho say la, can all go tgt. plan plan plan....shop shop shop...drink drink drink...it will be my bday gift for myself...roarrr..
Oei jason....faster recover leh...den can go BKK liao...dat means less junk food, less ciggs, less porn, more rest...kekkeke
Sorry ar ivern...podcast have to wait awhile hor...wait till i get my mic.
Tonight, I shall sleep. Forget the hurt. I knew it all along and I had promised to accept the way things are. I gave in unwittingly and became shallow. I wasn't as good as i claimed to be. What a joke i was. Y can't i juz be contented? SELFISHNESS....yea, dats wat it is. Juz hope things go back to what it used to be. Appreciate the happy times and memories, though short-lived. I should work towards a more realistic goal instead. At the end of the day, when the time comes, it's all about reliability. I should know better. Convince with action and results. Yup. Save the regrets for later. =)
船到桥头自然直。顺起自然吧。
