Xmas's over. Great time at Plasma. Everybody's there.
Thanks to Irene, Jojo, Bear n Serene for the gifts.
My reservist training got cancelled. Good news but I'm feeling indifferent about it. Fuck NS.
New Year Eve's countdown around the corner. Will I be alone?
A's here but have not got the chance to meet up at all :( I have absolutely no idea why.
I don't even know she arrived until I heard it from someone else. I don't know where she's staying until someone else told me. I don't know why I always could not get thru to her mobile. I don't know why she have no intention to see me when she's already here. I know nothing. I have absolutely no idea why.
Why is it so frustrating to miss a person so much? Does disappointment always comes with liking a person? Why can't I spend time with a loved one just like the others? Why am I always the last one to know?
Suddenly I find myself without answers to any question I posed myself. A blank stare into the mirror. Close my eyes. See her face. Arrrghh.....
P.S: I really really miss you.
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