January 5, 2009

Fact or fiction??

I don't know if you are real or fake anymore. Maybe I would never ever know. Forever entombed like an unsolved mystery. Too many things that occurred which made the whole episode even more surreal. I don't even see you online anymore.

Strange. Too strange.

Is it wrong for me to have doubts? I don't think so. Bcos you never revealed your thoughts to me. Until I had to sound like I'm interrogating then I get some piece of the picture. And you expect me to understand.

Some things just don't work this way. Especially in real life.

Sorry, I don't have time for love tests. I rather leave the withstand-the-test-of-time-and-distance kind of script to the professionals. I cannot fulfill that role. I prefer the solid, real, can-see-can-touch, in-my-face kind of experience. That was what my previous time-tested experience gave me. And I want that more than anything.

Too bad it's not easy to find.

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