You are ok. Good. Allow me to heave a huge sigh of relief.
Yet still, your nonchalant ways of treating yourself really do get on my nerves.
I rather kill you myself.
My friend, there are so many things I can do if I could just switch time with you. I do not pay time a salary so it doesn't work for me. Else I will ask time to turn back.
You are alive and kicking, keep it that way.
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Damn, i still feel funny from that bread-plus-lots of cigarette ash-plus-dunno-wat drink. Thanks Lane for exposing me on her blog. Thanks Jason for tapping his cig ash into the cup. Several times. Uurggh...i still remember the taste lor...basket.
It was a good time at Emiri's place and unfortunately it had to end on a bad note. Heng everything turns out alright.
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Matters of the heart really can make a person's mind go wild. Lately it's been like that. Like I have a thousand and one bugs buzzing around in my head. Eat panadol also no use. This is so teenage lor yet im going through it. Argh. Y har?? So much for having control. The bugs are so persistent I almost want to explode.
Suddenly the happy times became a thing of the past. I try to bring myself to accept it. What's mine will be mine eventually. What's not...well...i dun want to think about it. But if I don't try, how would i ever know? Too bad I wasn't given the chance to even try. Haha. I could have easily walked away from all this but haiz...sometimes humans are just "fan jian". Cannot still do. Don't have still want. I'm like fanjian cum foolish cum silly cum stewpid cum clueless cum heartpain cum anguish cum dumb all add together. What can i do? Im only human.
Haiz shyt, I need something to take my mind off it. I miss Punggol End. Come to think of it, it's been awhile since I've been there. Need to get the guys out one of these days. Orion Nebula is always spectacular. Eta Aquarids meteor shower is coming on May 5th but I wonder if it can be caught here cos it's super low rate. The June Lyrids is another one on June 14th-16th but it's low rate too....about 10 meteors per hour.
The coming week is a short one. Let us all anticipate the day when we shall labour less and sleep more.
