May 20, 2008

15 more days...

Yea...in the coming number of days mentioned above will be the day when I first saw light. 27 whole years. Just great. In the past I only saw myself getting older. Now I realised I'm getting old....pretty nice change of perspective I would say. WTH.

What's it like?...4 - 5 yrs since I ever had a real celebration? Well yes....bday party no...lol. Not that I need one. What I really need is some good fortune, in any aspect or form. As long it's good. And lasts.

Wishes. Everybody have some. I have too many. I ultimately wish to visit Flagstaff, Arizona. The nightsky there is brilliant. Nothing beats staring into millions of years of history right above me. Truly humbling.

Gosh, I would really fall in love with this place

I wish for the people I love to have sound and healthy souls, to have happiness embracing them always, to find love, to find courage and determination, to finally fulfil their dreams.

I'm just contented being myself. Lonely sometimes but definitely not alone. Miss my buds, miss the old times. Looking back, it's amazing how much crap I've been thru and still survive this day. The good times still rox. Re-living them would be so cool.